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Calm Waves

from Soft Hits by Ashby & the Oceanns

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I wrote this song on an ex's guitar while they took a shower. I was having some intense dysphoria and negative feelings about the relationship. Despite that, it's a really upbeat song? It definitely started out a bit more brooding and emo.

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im almost good enough
im almost happy with my self
im thinking good thoughts
and pushing the boulder up the hill

what do you want?
what do you want from me?

im almost happy now,
i feel in control,
i can feel the calm waves,
i can the bad ones go

i want to impress you,
but mostly, love me,
yeah mostly, love me,
and not want to change myself

im almost happy now,
i feel in control,
i can feel the calm waves,
i can the bad ones go

i know its hard
to feel like youve made progress
ive got big arms, but i cant swim
(i can feel the calm waves wash over me)

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from Soft Hits, released November 8, 2016

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sad/weird queer & trans songs by Jamiee Ashlynn Barker.

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